Jul 9, 2016

Someone Like You

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I'll remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I'll remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I'll remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead".

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I'll remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Jul 7, 2016

Cemburu

Cemburu yang pernah kau bayangkan,
aku sudah merasainya.

Sungguh, berat untuk aku melawannya.
Melawan emosi yang liar.
Cuba untuk memesongkan fikiran baik ku.

Hidup

Hidup dengan realiti kini, umpama belajar menelan kepahitan peria.
Bermanfaat, berkhasiat, tetapi pahit.


Untuk memastikan kita terbiasa dengan kepahitan peria, kita kena belajar menerimanya ditekak kita hari demi hari.


Begitu lah realiti bagi aku kini.


Aku perlu hadap, terima. Input ke dalam kepala ku hari demi hari dengan fakta realiti.


Agar lama kelamaan, hati aku teguh. Terbiasa dengan realiti walaupon penuh kepedihan.


Realiti ini tetap aku perlu terima dengan rela mahupun tidak.


Jadi, tiada cara melainkan aku perlu berhadapan dengannya.


Apalah guna manusia, andai sentiasa lari dari realiti dan masalah.


Hari demi hari, aku perlu bertanya, menerima input dari dia. Agar aku sentiasa beringat dengan realiti.


Agar aku tidak leka dengan dunia fantasi yang kami cipta.


Aku sedar, realiti yang pahit itu aku perlu telan sendiri.


Supaya satu hari bila di tiada disisi lagi, aku teguh menerima peria itu di tekak ku.


Tanpa perlu rasa takut. Tanpa perlu rasa pahit.