May 28, 2016

Giving Up

Being apart from you even just for a day.
Make me loosing my self.

Often thinking of giving up.

Giving up in holding on your arm, which is not mine.
Never be mine.

I am just being strong by looking at you everyday.
Looking at your smile that give me hope.
Just like air for me to breath.

Without it, I'm just like a lying patient on the bed. Hopeless
With a sickness with no medicine.

Every second of my thought nowadays without you by my side.
Is giving up.

Can I just walk away?

May 21, 2016

M.I.M.P.I

Pagi ini.

Aku terjaga dari mimpi.

Mimpi yang menyedarkan aku tentang realiti.

Realiti yang cuba aku lupakan.

Terjaga dari mimpi, sementara kau masih disisi.

Aku termenung sendiri.

Tidak pasti apa yang harus aku rasakan.

Mungkin, sudah tiba masa untuk aku merasa sepi kembali.

Mungkin, aku harus pergi.